7月11日 星期三 晴, 33度

琴晚終於比我等到啦, 妳果然返到去會打比我, 我真係好開心......開心到.....喊左出黎.....電話講左兩分鐘....醫兩分鐘....我真係覺得好開心.....因為我重有價值.....^^
不過都係一樣....我訓唔到....訓下醒下....卒之7點幾我就醒左啦...即刻上網睇下妳響唔響度....好彩響度^^之後我地又開始傾我個問題.....妳問我....如果妳冇答案....我係咪會一走了之......心諗:唔係妳想我點呀? 駛唔駛扮冇野咁同妳一齊呀?我好早就講過....我唔可以比人背叛....特別係感情....我重好記得...妳走之前果晚.....妳喊住講叫我唔好迫妳....大家都明妳想講咩....但係妳竟然話...我只係叫妳唔好迫我諗...我睇完醫句說話...我個心好似比火燒呀....點解到左醫刻....都重要唔坦白....係咪要搞到大家冇得返轉頭至安樂?!?!?!我知我係唔夠care 妳....不過我一d都唔係唔重視妳呀....只係....我覺得自己好幸福....突然懶散左....sorry.....講到咁....我真係好心灰.....點解要咁對我....
我知妹妹其實想我既步伐快d....因為妹妹既年紀唔細....我要快d比個將來同希望妳....不過佢真係唔明我囉....未學行就學走...一定會更加衰......但係我真係會有信心...比到將來妳....希望妳明白我......
跟住妳同我講左一d野...就係....佢追緊妳, 妳咁大個女都未試過.....我真係激到爆......我唔知妳係咪好介意我地段感情既開始.....我好想追....妳覺得冇追過妳咩?????????? 只係我想慢慢黎0者.....太急....我驚冇左妳呀.....
傾左好耐....我出e-mail 問妹妹既野...佢一d都未答過....重要話我自怨自艾.....但係我應承左妳....我會好好控制我既EQ...所以我要冷靜......寧願以退為進...總好過令大家企得咁硬....我重同妳講交日記....因為我真係好想比妳睇...我既感覺....不過我一路同妳傾...一邊好short咁諗...妳會唔會一路同我傾...一路同果個男仔傾緊呢??
跟住我就要返工啦.....同到妹妹講左個幾鐘.....希望對大家都有好D.....返到去公司....我想繼續同妳傾....不過公司條線....真係令人激氣....不停斷.....煩......所以我用E-MAIL 同妳講下D簡單野.....最重要係比妳知....我點樣做妳男朋友......
712係大姐生日...我地出左去食飯....間野都幾好...有機會同妹妹去試下先.....不過D野唔錯都好啦....我一樣冇胃口...食得好少....食完後...返到公司成3點啦....要即刻搵妹妹...如果唔係妹妹訓左就冇得傾嫁啦.....好彩重傾到^^
今日唔係好多野做....打後既時間冇咩事發生.....
放工後去左聽D 野, 希望幫到我存錢啦.....不過都要?清楚...因為D錢會壓18個月....驚冇多餘錢同妹妹出街....所以真係要好小心咁諗....聽完後....同琴日一樣....冇胃口食晚飯...唔緊要啦...都唔想食....
妹妹...我只係想妳同我講...妳唔會同果個人一齊.....妳講咩我都會信.....如果再係咁我驚我真係支持唔到啦.....因為真係好辛苦...